I think it’s about time for me to buy us a memory foam mattress. The one we are using now is getting pretty old and crappy. About every other day I wake up and my back or my neck hurts. It’s time for an upgrade. Everybody has been telling me that a memory foam would be my best bet with my back problems. I’m going to go shopping tomorrow night after work and see what I can find. I have never even actually laid down on one of them, so I’m looking forward to see what they feel like.

I know I should be heading to bed, but I have way too much swimming through my head right now to even think about sleeping.  I’m sure I will be kicking myself in the morning about it.

Just once I wish I could get a decent night sleep. I really don’t think it’s too much to ask, is it? Just one night where I can fall asleep in a decent amount of time, and stay asleep through out the whole night. That’s it, that’s all I want to do. I went to bed early last night, but it still took me forever to get to sleep, then about an hour and a half later, I was awake again. Like always. It bugs the crap out of me. Maybe I should actually mention it to my doctor, but I don’t think I really want to be put on any sleeping pills. That worries me because what if something happens to the kids in the middle of the night, but I’m knocked out cold. So, I don’t know what I’m going to do about it. I guess I should just get used to it.

Last night I ended up staying just about all night watching tv. It wasn’t that I wasn’t tired or anything, I just kept finding good things worth watching. However, today I was really tired all day. So, I think tonight I’m going to just go ahead and turn the tv off and try to sleep without it. Although, the background noise really helps me fall asleep. We’ll see how it goes.